It felt like one of those moments that you would only see in movies. The whole thing would only make sense with the angled images, adjusted colours and carefully selected music.
It had been 10 years since I stepped onto the warm carpeted flooring of 83 Millenium Court, the flat I occupied for nearly two years in my early twenties. I was 22 when I lazily threw my belongings into two suitcases that were quickly filling up. Normally, I would have packed my stuff weeks before a trip, practicing my mother’s strategic packing method that had been etched into my very brain from all the memories of travels in my childhood. It was out of character for me to not have everything ready the night before the flight. My one-way, 16 hours flight back to Samsara. But unlike the trips I’ve had in the past, I was not looking forward to this one what-so-ever. Plus, the throbbing headache courtesy of one of the worst hangovers I was having did not help at all.
I make my way upstairs, to the mezzanine level of the flat, and noticed that my landlord had put in a new sofa in place of the old faux-leather one that was falling apart every minute I put my weight down on it.
It was becoming worse and worse throughout the two years I lived there, but it was at its peak when I was fighting through every caffeinated day of working on my final project as a miserable PR intern.
The soft water-repellent fabric brushed against my skin when I sit sideways and put my legs up. It feels so much nicer than the prickly shedding faux-leather bits. I close my eyes and let myself sink in for a bit, the long hours of travel are really starting to hit me now.
“Roxy?” A croaky voice from downstairs stopped me from dozing off. I can’t believe I let Isaac come over on the very first day that I landed here. I should have known that I will be spending the day sleeping my fatigue off. “Wow. You really are back.” The croaky voice was staring at me on the edge of the stairs and a stifled ‘hi’ was the only thing I managed to reply him with. My eyes traveled to a paper bag hanging on his wrist and a carrier with two red paper cups in his hand.
“Eggnog latte. Still your favourite, I assume?” his voice again.
There’s that feeling again, too. I stepped over to him and took the cups away from his hands. “I don’t think I’ll ever find anything better.”