This is not about some boy.

I keep telling everyone that I’m okay
that I’m coping well
that I’m not affected by all of this.

I wasn’t lying.
I was honest when I said I didn’t feel a thing.

But I guess I didn’t notice what I had not been feeling
I didn’t notice what had gone missing.

The will to catch up with my friends
The interest I once had in certain things
The love I once carried with so much pride in my heart.

They were gone
and I couldn’t find them
no matter where I looked.

just maybe

He had took them all with him.
Leaving me with a little less life
a little less spark
a little less of my self.

A Royal Affair

written on May 6th, 2017.

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